"But it was impossible for it not to exist. It was unthinkable: to imagine nothingness you had to be there already, in the midst of the World, eyes wide open and alive..." - Sartre

internet, books, music, comics, writing, photography, poetry, working hard, friends, devastatingly beautiful boys, kissing, hands, hips, hair, lips, words, pink ribbons, video games, amsterdam, anime, art, astronomy, bel ami, bisexuality, blue eyes, books, bosch, butterflies, butterfly kisses, calvin and hobbes, cats, chocolate, coffeehouses, computers, conversation, creativity, digital art, dogs, dr. seuss, dragons, dreams, eeyore, eli brumbaugh, enigmas, faeries, fairy tales, fiction, film, frida kahlo, gay boys, gay porn, green eyes, gustav klimt, guys, halloween, harry potter, hentai, hopes, horror, imagination, ion davidov, italian boys, jake gyllenhaal, jhonen vasquez, jim morrison, joaquin phoenix, johan paulik, john william waterhouse, johnny depp, johnny the homicidal maniac, jonathan rhys-meyers, kevin spacey, libraries, life, literature, love, lust, manga, mapplethorpe, movies, new orleans, night, paris, piercings, polyamory, pre-raphaelites, purple, rain, redheaded females, reptiles, roses, carnations, salvador dali, science fiction, sexuality, shakespeare, surrealism, tattoos, technology, terry gilliam, threesomes, tim burton, used bookstores, wine, wings, winnie the pooh, wow

bright eyes, the doors, my chemical romance, tori amos, hole, jem, no doubt, phillip glass, the books, a silver mt. zion, the lemonheads, depeche mode, bjork, cursive, azure ray, duran duran, david bowie, frou frou, nelly furtado, feist, 30 seconds to mars, my chemical romance, imogen heap

american beauty, amelie, brazil, city of lost children, dark city, dark crystal, donnie darko, run lola run, the crow, the matrix, the truman show, the royal tenenbaums, igby goes down, artifical intelligence, almost famous, eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, lost in translation, dancer in the dark, napolean dynamite, everything is illuminated, brokeback mountain

doctor who, pushing daisies, the office, the daily show

authors:, dennis cooper, poppy z brite, stephen king, jk rowling, caleb carr, jd salinger, philip k dick, novels:, lost souls, drawing blood, the regulators, desperation, try, wrong, the alienist, solitaire, crash, raise high the roofbeams carpenters, franny and zooey, catcher in the rye, the outsiders, memoirs of a geisha, the three stigmata of palmer eldritch